I Feel Invisible
I feel invisible… All the time. Deeply. Like that scene in It’s a Wonderful Life… Pounding on doors and no one hearing, walking through crowds and no one seeing. I don’t feel seen, or wanted… I just… exist.
@jesusredeemedme2425
This is me except I don’t just feel invisible, I literally am invisible 24/7. Have been ever since I was born. So I know the feeling and how much it sucks.
Why literally?
@jesusredeemedme2425
Because I’m never listened to, I’m always ignored, and everyone in my family lives as if I don’t exist.
@akunknown we know you resist here, your such a sweet person to everyone ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ I think of you as my friend, and I'm honoured to have met you ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@jesusredeemedme2425 I love you ❤ your my good friend, your funny and sweet. Your kind to everyone. I'm sorry you feel this way😥 I understand that feeling, but please know you are loved, wanted and needed here ❤ hugs you tightly
Awww thank you!!! I love you too <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 I'm right here for you, if you ever need to talk or vent ❤ hugs you tightly
Thank you <3
Please know that you're not alone, that there are people here who understand at least a little of what you must be going through, and that it's okay to let the love and care in, when you're able. If there's nothing you can do about how you're feeling, please remember that episodes of depression - while sometimes long-lasting - typically don't last forever. If you're like me, you might have already had a time when you were convinced it would never pass, and then it got a bit better. If it could feel better before, it's possible it can feel better again. Please know you're cared about here and we're wishing you all the best. <3 :)
@jesusredeemedme2425
I just want to tell you that you are always seen by Someone you can't see. He's name is Jehovah El Roi. Thank you.
The God Who Sees? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Yes yes, that's very correct. I guess if the Creator Himself sees you everytime, then your existence here matters. Even more, you matter to Him. Take some deep breaths and just think about that.
@AdrielDina
And for when you don't feel wanted, there's a song that goes, "God, You don't need me, but somehow You want me. Oh how You love me!"
It's Control by Tenth Avenue North.