.............I am... A 37yo Child........ A pathetic one......
Yes... Literally empty...
I'm 37yo woman with 12yo child. I want to feel loved, cared for.. A family. A real family. I feel like a child. Longing for understanding parents, siblings.. Desperately need a house where I can always go to whenever I feel like it... A simple chat.. laughs.. Giggles.. Hugs... I want to feel the warmth. But can't get it here, from where I live..
I am so sorry that you are struggling. I know that some days are really hard. I have been there where I too would like the joys of childhood again. I think that we all feel this as humans. You are most certainly not pathetic.
I am sorry that your family isn't particularly supportive right now. I am willing to listen any time you want to add to this thread. I usually get back within 48 hours. @CalmFinder