I am a spectator of my own life
It's been three days today that I can't think anymore. Problems overwhelm me but I don't react to anything anymore. I just watch time go by and tell myself that everything will work out. I lose interest in everything and even my best friend (my phone) is boring me. I hate my life and right now I just want to cry but in our house crying is forbidden. So I keep my tears inside, no one to help me, to hug me because I can't ask for help for fear of being misunderstood and judged like before.
@Daniella555
Well, I'm praying for you right now.
Maybe you can say it out loud here sometime soon.
I've had to yell into a pillow on occasion. Keeping things stuffed inside is really, really hard.
Hugs to you. You deserve a good hug.
It feels good to know there is someone out there who understands you.
Thanks.