I am exhausted
I am a 23 years old last year medical student who is living with his narcissistic toxic abusive parents in a *** country, I have no one and no where to go , I have no money in my pockets, I tried my best to make my life better, I am a polyglot who speaks 7 languages, I love music, gaming but now I am just don with them , I can't even enjoy them anymore , I just want to feel peace but this feels impossible
It sounds like you are getting close to independence though. You might be able to finish education and get a job soon comparing to the 23 years you already survived.
Are you able to name what do you miss in your life the most?
Being me without wearing any mask , this what I miss the most , because when you are economically dependent on someone you have to act in ways that pleases them
@ShaheenAvare55 Do you have other environments/ people with whom you can be yourself?
I understand just another year to complete your studies? Wait it out and then you can do as you like