I don't know

What happens when you can't get outta bed

What happens when tears start streaming down your face

What happens when you feel so alone

Are you better yet? A question that keeps me pondering cos what is better yet. Is it when I'm back to who I was before or finding a new me.

I try to be positive seeing everyday as a new day but oh God it's so hard.

I'm currently crying on my bed trying not to make a sound cos I don't want my roomies to know I am crying. They don't know I'm depressed even if they knew I don't think they will understand. They say talk about it but what if you don't have anything to say and you just wanna be a crying mess.

I feel sick, my head hurts and my tremors got worse.

I don't know what this is

A rant maybe