I don't know...

Hi, this month for me it was terrible... I've a bar, we open with Covid in 2020, I have repaid a large debt, but the last remaining installments are not small and the work has decreased... I have to pay the rent and the electricity bill by the end of the month, in addition to these installments, but the money isn't enough. I'm feeling very discouraged, I'm anxious, I don't want to close my business, but I have no help, and I can't access loans to renovate my place, I'm losing hope, I don't know where to turn my head...