I don't know if I'm depressed
I don't have access to therapy so I'm unsure if I am depressed, but for as long as I can remember I've always been sad and life has always felt meaningless. The feeling has increased lately and I've been feeling hollow. I'm 20 years old and thinking about my future makes me depressed but I really don't have to motivation to keep living. There's this weight on my chest every night that I want to cry away but most times I can't bring myself to cry. I even tried to cause myself pain one time so that I can cry. My friendships seem hollow, my love life is depressing, and I don't like who I am. I rather be gone.
@kloveskittens hi sweetie ❤ depression is very very hard to cope with😞 and I too understand the pains of what you just said. without therapy and help I can't imagine how hard it must be for you. So thank God for this site ❤ I hope you get plenty of help and support here. Please don't give up, remember to reach the rainbow we must first battle the storm. Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤
I feel the same. And I have the same situation as yours 🫠🫠