I don't know what's wrong

What did I do wrong 😔 all I did was help people and give them the truth so they can grow as a people . In return I'm being called names , being bullied especially cyber bullying. I don't know how to move ever since yall apologized. The apology wasn't genuine tho. I'm too nice for what I had gone through throughout my life . When I retaliate I'm going to be looked at like a violent person . What should do guys because I was already the depressed person but this is bringing me stress and anxiety .