I don't know what to do, I don't know what is happening.

I don't know what my mental health issue is but these past few months I lost interest on almost everything that use to like doing before.

I am a college student (graduating) throughout all the years in college they see me as smart and strong person. People are always telling me that I'm so smart but I know deep inside in myself that I am not.

Now I feel pressured, teachers have high expectations on me, my classmates are slowly improving compared to me. And because of that I slowly lost interest in learning.

Since elementary up to college I am all on my own, I have no one to guide me if what I am doing is right or wrong. I just hide all of my problem in front of everyone, that's why people think that I am okay, but in reality I am happy outside but I don't know how to explain inside.

What I've been noticing in myself in these past few months are, I am having trouble concentrating, I am always tired, always sleepy, sometimes I don't eat whole day and sometimes I eat a lot in one sitting.

I am afraid to make mistakes because I am afraid of what the poeple may think of me. I am afraid to disappoint those people who loop up to me, I am afraid to look weak in front of them.

I am afraid to try anything becuase I am afraid to fail.