I don't really know...
I'm in my late teens, already in third year in college studying mechanical engineering... I do enjoy it and I'd passionate about it but I just feel exhausted... The only thing keeping me going is my parents honestly, they've worked so hard to get me here.
I don't feel like hurting myself, but I pray almost everyday that God should just take me away... At the same time I don't really want that, cause my parents hard work would be wasted...
I don't really understand....
@Ben543
I'm sorry you are struggling.
It can be exhausting doing all you are and you can carry alot of pressure and expectation on your shoulders.
But you've put in the hard work.
Be proud for that.
One day at a time, these feelings will hopefully pass and you'll feel more settled and more like yourself.
Thank you for being so brave to reach out 💚
Thanks... I sure hope it does
