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I don’t want to do this anymore

User Profile: moonlightrain10
moonlightrain10 March 17th, 2023

I don’t want to fight

I just want to be burned to ashes

Because whatever situation this is I’m in. I couldn’t cope with it.


And I couldn’t imagine surviving for the next years of my life because it is requiring a lot from me. And I’m not fully equipped and prepared for it.


And I’m not sure if I even want it.

And I also know that saying all these things are all pointless.


So that is why I’m just.

Sleeping. Eating.

Escaping.

Not moving whatsoever.

Because deep down I already know this.


All these videos.

Books. Conversations felt empty. Because they’ll never be used or implemented.


All that effort and hope... For what?

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User Profile: BelovedMe
BelovedMe March 17th, 2023

@moonlightrain10 I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling overwhelmed and helpless. It's understandable to feel like giving up when life becomes too much to handle. However, it's important to remember that these feelings are temporary and things can get better.


Have you considered seeking help from a mental health professional? They can provide you with the tools and support you need to cope with your current situation and help you work towards a better future. There are also support groups and hotlines available for people who are struggling with their mental health.

It's also important to take small steps towards taking care of yourself, even if it feels difficult or pointless at first. This can include things like taking a walk, reaching out to a friend or loved one, or engaging in a hobby that you enjoy.

Remember that it's okay to not have everything figured out right now. It's okay to take time to heal and prioritize your well-being. You deserve to live a fulfilling life, and there are people and resources available to help you get there.