I don’t want to do this anymore
I don’t want to fight
I just want to be burned to ashes
Because whatever situation this is I’m in. I couldn’t cope with it.
And I couldn’t imagine surviving for the next years of my life because it is requiring a lot from me. And I’m not fully equipped and prepared for it.
And I’m not sure if I even want it.
And I also know that saying all these things are all pointless.
So that is why I’m just.
Sleeping. Eating.
Escaping.
Not moving whatsoever.
Because deep down I already know this.
All these videos.
Books. Conversations felt empty. Because they’ll never be used or implemented.
All that effort and hope... For what?
@moonlightrain10 I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling overwhelmed and helpless. It's understandable to feel like giving up when life becomes too much to handle. However, it's important to remember that these feelings are temporary and things can get better.