I feel alone.
I dont feel like I have anyone I can truly talk to. My friends have their own issues, so I listen to support them. If it weren't for my dog, I'd self delete. I secretly wish she'd pass so I can too. I'm tired of being alone in life, I'm tired of not having any support or feeling like I have no support. I don't want to burden anybody with my problems, because everyone has problems, I'm not special. I've tried therapy, it just leaves me feeling more alone and isolated than before. I'm really just tired of living at this point....life sucks, the world sucks it all just sucks.
Please speak your mind. The worst hurt is keeping it all inside. What if your friends have Some of the same feelings & problems you have? Desperately wishing to have somebody Talk to about it. What is the fact that you listen to their problems but you don’t tell them your problems Makes them Pull away a little because they think you don’t trust them.
I’ve opened up to a few friends, Basically at points in my life where I felt like I had nothing to lose. Yes, I still feel the sting Of those Who seemed like they didn’t want to Connect at that level at that time. But some of them I took a chance with, Really we became so much deeper friends Right then and there, They seemed much to my surprise to like me much more When I became more human.
I’ll pray for you to take That chance and go all the way with it.
