I feel awfull and i want to leave

I feel like a slave every morning when I wake up to the voice of my mother asking me to cook and iron clothes, telling me I'm getting late. Her harsh words shatter the sweet dreams of romance I was having. I'm treated like a slave - I have to iron my dad's clothes, make breakfast for him and my brother, and clean their shoes. It doesn't matter if I've taken a sip of water, gone to the toilet, or even washed my face. Nothing matters. I'm the one who sacrifices my worth.

I'm a slave in a loop of mental torture. My father never looks at me, never asks about my education, my feelings, or even if I've eaten. He never gives me reassurance of his presence. It's not just him; my whole family, including my mother, sister, brothers, and extended family, treats me this way. It's like I'm invisible, like I'm trash.

I'm almost 21 years old now, but I can't express my needs. I can't ask my parents for money for something as simple as lipstick. It can't work like this anymore. I'm becoming an adult, but I don't have the financial independence that comes with it. They say they can support me, but how can they when they don't even know me? They don't know my birthday, my favorite food, or anything about me. They just want to control me, and it feels heartbreaking .