I feel so alone even though I have "friends"

For context I'm a teenage girl. I'm used to feeling alone, I've felt alone for years. I used to get bullied at my old school and I had no friends. It got so bad that I had to do online school for a year 

This year I started going to a new high school and I've gotten quite a few friends but I feel like they don't like me. I'm a very loud person, I don't know why, even when I'm having a *** day, I still laugh at everything, I still try to talk to people, I make dirty jokes at everything. One of my "friends" told me a week ago that i was like the "Daniel Larson" of their friend group and I don't know if I'm over reacting but that made me feel ***. Every time, they feel upset, I need to bend over backwards, stay quiet, and stop annoying them but when I try to do my work in class or if I snap at them and tell them to stop making fun of me, they mock me.

I don't get invited to hang outs and most of my weekends I just spend at home unless I'm hanging out with this guy that I don't even really like and even then I feel like he doesn't like me all that much. We were hanging out and he was talking about this other girl to me and I was just thinking why he was telling me this instead of just hanging out with the girl he actually thought was attractive

I just feel so jealous of people who have childhood friends or "their people". No one chooses me first and honestly I feel more alone right now than when I had nobody.

Honestly I think I might just be an unlovable and unlikable person who will never get picked first for anything ever.