I hope he's rotting in the hell
Where do I even begin? It's my dad I'm not proud of being his son. 6 years of depression wasn't enough for him. *** *** he died 3 months ago. He treated me like i was a slave to him. I hope he's rotting in the ***. *** deserve what he got. And I'm not healing i tried everything and nothing works i went to 21 therapists no one helped me. Sorry for my language but I had to say it. I guess it's the time for me to go and wasting my time again in Minecraft
You are entitled to your anger, pain and whatever other feelings come up. I'm sorry that therapy wasn't helpful to you.
Unfortunately it's still very fresh so it's going to take time to process it all.
Maybe you're still numb or in shock and the words aren't coming out as you would like?
It took me a long time to express what was in my head and really, the only way I could do it, was from a succession of letters I wrote.
Somehow in letter form, the truth raced out to be told. I didn't care how upset I got. It poured out of me and afterwards I felt raw and vulnerable, but it needed to be said, in private, in my own way.
Not be posted to people but just to say, this is what I think and feel and I finally get to say it uninterrupted, unapologetically, whether you agree or not. It's my version.
@gaithjacko, hello, sorry for what you had to go through because of your dad. Life is incredibly hard when one can't relay on their guardian. I hope it gets easier for for little by little
