I just want to be important

Lately I’ve been feeling like it’s no where to turn to. No friends, no family, not anything. I’ve been facing many problems and can’t even vent on my feelings because I don’t have anyone to share it with. I don’t feel close with family anymore and I don’t have any friends because I am homeschooled. That alone is draining me. So much work pilled up + my grades is slipping I just feel like i’m failing myself. I don’t know where I stand anymore with life.