I'm losing it
Life has been extremely hard lately it feels as if I'm driving myself crazy trying to keep everything bottled up and for so long yknow it's like I'm overflowing used to I'd being able to not say anything and now I just snap at people it's like my feelings are valid cuz 2 years ago my dad passed away and the very day I had to move stuff from one place to another as if nothing happened and i accidently broke something i got yelled at for it by my own grandmother then from the day he died I was just supposed to be ok yknow and believe me I've tried to be put I'm just slipping into a and inescapable void and I have no where to go
@Spoomy oh honey, its not you, its the people around you not knowing how to deal with you as a traumatized person. Some people become angry when scared. Life and loss continue. When family roles, which were filled by your father, may suddenly become your responsibility to fill, in families eyes, often times they are unaware of how their own expectations have shifted..and angry outbursts, Im sorry to say, are not uncommon. I just send you light and love. This time will be hard, but if you can all communicate, this will help so much.