I’m not getting better
Everyday seems to be getting worse and I keep getting more lost in my thoughts and feelings, every little thing gets violent and I keep lashing out on people I love for no reason, and I hurt them. It’s hard to get out of bed, to get school work done and more. My room is a MESS and I honestly couldn’t give a *** about it anymore.
@Chanelmimi have you spoken to a doctor, or your parents about your mental health?? Depression really sucks🙁 I'm sorry sweetie 🙁. I know it's hard, gives you a giant xmassy tiny hug ❤❤ just take it one day at a time ❤
@Chanelmimi
Oh I’m so sorry everyday’s getting worse for you. But please know and hopefully you can take comfort in knowing that you’re not alone in this even though it might feel that way. I’ve been there. I’m still there sometimes. Idk who hasn’t been there before or isn’t there at certain times now.
Every little thing getting violent and lashing out at people, even for no reason, sounds like you’re depressed and need a therapist or doctor or both. Especially since you said you hurt them too. Bc by going through what you’re going through and doing everything you’re doing, you’re also hurting yourself, especially if you’re not getting any/enough support or help from therapy or a doctor to stop and heal yourself
I definitely understand getting out of bed and doing anything including getting schoolwork finished, not cleaning a messy room and not caring anymore.
I’m here for you my friend so please don’t hesitate to reach out to me if you wanna talk about anything.
Gives you the friendliest and most supportive tight HUG ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ive never really went to therapy, my mom used to threaten me with it when she found out I used to hurt myself, so if I asked for therapy would make her think I got back to doing that to myself. Especially now I have a horrible relationship with them from freaking out and losing it
@Chanelmimi I am sorry to hear that. Felling depressed can be very difficult. You have to know that you are not alone with that. You can always ask for help when you need it. Even if you think that you will not feel better, you can always do so. I encourage you to try to feel better. You can call helplines if you want and the other person will listen to you without judgment. Have a great day.