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User Profile: IamAubrey23
IamAubrey23 September 20th, 2023

I'm sorry that I'm not good enough. I'm sorry that I'm not good at supporting. I'm sorry that I have such a short temper. I'm sorry that I seek for attention. I'm sorry that I lie. I'm sorry that I can't make you feel happy. I'm sorry that I have trust issues. I'm sorry that I can't love anyone. I'm sorry that I'm heartbroken. I'm sorry that I'm traumatized. I'm sorry that I'm a failiure. I'm sorry I can't do better. i'm sorry I'm never happy. I'm sorry that I feel that I'm not wanted here on Cups. I'm sorry I put others first. I'm sorry that I have made mistakes. I'm sorry I'm not pretty. I'm sorry I'm not nice. I'm sorry that I go off on people. I'm sorry that I engage in drama. I'm sorry that the ComMods always have to correct me. I'm sorry that I break rules. I'm sorry I can't be a light in this world. I'm sorry to the people that I hurt or disappointed. I'm sorry to the ones I went off on. I'm sorry that you guys don't like me. I'm sorry to 2 certain people that I can't mention for assuming you guys hate me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Thank you to the ones who have stuck with me. Thank you to the ones who put up with my temper. Thank you to the ones who understand me. Thank you to the ones who try to calm me down. Thank you to the ones who make my day better. Thank you to the ones who remembered me after I left. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 September 21st, 2023

@IamAubrey23 awww bless you ❤ we all come in different ways, but all want the same things. I'm pretty sure your not hated here, not by alot of people. Did it help you to write those things down? I'm sorry your having a hard time. But you are loved ❤❤ and you are important

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User Profile: IamAubrey23
IamAubrey23 OP September 21st, 2023

@Tinywhisper11 it did tbh...was just expressing how i felt but thxx 😊

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 September 21st, 2023

@IamAubrey23 that's good I'm glad you expresssed yourself😁 gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤

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User Profile: bestVase7265
bestVase7265 September 22nd, 2023

I don't know where else you have been on this site but you are welcome in this spot. There is no need to apologize or think that you need to be perfect and not make mistakes. We all make errors and say the wrong things. Thus we all work on being better by forgiving one another.

That is what you will find right here - complete acceptance and forgiveness. If you keep adding to this thread there is NOTHING that you can write that is going to cause me to stop replying or get angry. You DESERVE acceptance, from you and everyone else.

Let us see what we can do about finding you some. @IamAubrey23

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User Profile: IamAubrey23
IamAubrey23 OP September 22nd, 2023

@bestVase7265 Thank you so much <3

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User Profile: bestVase7265
bestVase7265 September 22nd, 2023

I literally mean any time - write on this thread.

The one thing is that I am rather a "slow boat to China" approach. I respond every day but I am only on the site for about 45 minutes in the evening. But I am really, really regular and have been doing this steadily for years.

So write whatever whenever. No judgment. You can find your way to a better spot. @IamAubrey23

User Profile: bestVase7265
bestVase7265 September 23rd, 2023

Hoping things feel a bit better for you today. @IamAubrey23

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User Profile: 07nala
07nala September 22nd, 2023

@IamAubrey23

do I happen to know who the two certain people are or am I assuming wrong if I’m wrong I apologize

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User Profile: IamAubrey23
IamAubrey23 OP September 22nd, 2023

@07nala You do :)

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User Profile: DoctR
DoctR September 23rd, 2023

@IamAubrey23 you are a chill person, no need to be sorry. But I forgive you anyway