I’m tired
I tried to hang myself twice today. I’m honesty just bored and tired also keep accidentally hurting the people around me. I don’t really have much hope for the future and I know crime rates will increase along with inflation and unemployment rates due to ai. By the time I’m working I’m not even sure I will be able to afford anything with the constant rise in the economy. Being around my friends doesn’t make me feel happy anymore and anime can’t distract me forever. Im tired of responsibilities I wish I could lock myself in my room forever and just draw, read, sleep, play guitar and watch anime.
You can get through this! There is a way to have a good future. Sometimes things take time, but I know you can get through this. You are in my thoughts right now, and I can relate to just wanting to lock myself in a room and color and journal and listen to my music. It can be so hard to do anything else. I am thinking if you. Please post updates with how you are feeling in the days and weeks to come! Maybe plan time to do your favorite activities in your favorite place and really savor those emotions! How it feels to enjoy yourself. I’m eager to hear back from you!
The world can feel a bit hopeless lately, many of us are feeling that way. However, the fact that many of us want a better future is what gives me hope that we can still thrive and enjoy community.
I really hope you find something that gives you a glimmer of hope. The book The impulse by Won-Pyung Sohn helped me.
I'm looking forward to hearing more about how you are doing