I'm tired
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I'm tired of my thoughts, tired of feeling numb, tired of everything. I'm at the point where I don't wanna be awake anymore, I wanna fall asleep and never wake back up. I'm so tired of it all and so done. The only reasons why I haven't ended it all is because I fear death and pain. I haven't been able to cry, I haven't been able to be happy and enjoy the things I would usually enjoy, and other things.
@starzgirlypop
Hey, it is so heavy for you.
You are in a right place. Wanna share more of your thoughts?
Would you be up for a hug?
@starzgirlypop
I am sorry you feel that way. I do not know what the answer is, but for me, I have been trying to find new things that might bring me some semblance of joy. It has not been an easy journey, but I know it will be worth it sometime.
Hey....being in the same boat as you ( I'm not comparing but acknowledging what your going though) I've been in that numb spot for far too long. Only reason I'm here is for my kiddos. It's sucks. It really does and I'm so sorry you are going through this. There are amazing peoples around you here so please don't hesitate to reach out. We are all here for you no matter how dark or bleak it gets, people do care. Chin up ok?