Is it ok to cry a lot?

I don't really know how to start but It seems like everything around me is falling and I have to stand here and watch it. I get called dramatic by my family but them when I addres it they say they never have called me dramatic but they do In different ways, like I'll say something and my mom will kinda mock me and I don't want to make her seem like a bad mom cause she's not she's a good mom but whenever I get into an argument with my brother I'm always the one who's at fault, but then I get called the spoiled child and I'm just really lost. I cry a lot like to much and then I don't feel anything the other half of the time and I know I feel a lot but that's not my fault. Iv gotten trust issues and depression but then my brother tells me that I don't have those cause I have a loving family and I just don't know how to feel anymore. I can't avoid them cause I'm 14 but hanging out with them makes me wanna cry. but anyway that's just me venting