I've had enough...
Anyone else ever just want to pack up (or not even that) and move just as far away as humanly possible from everything and everyone that they know? With the exception of my children, I honestly don't think I would miss anyone or anything. I'm tired of never being enough, I'm tired of all of my choices being looked down on and called wrong, no matter what I choose. I'm tired of dealing with self righteous narcissism. If it weren't for my kids, I would just be done with everything. I honestly don't know how much more I can take.
@AloneInACrowdedRoom1006
I have wanted to leave and go far away many times..you are not alone though because you have your kids.. I hope you find better days soon.. You sound like you really need a break and really i can't blame you.. Good luck🌲
Thank you for your kind words 🙏 I truly appreciate them. I could absolutely use a break, but alas...no rest for the weary. I hope you are doing well!
@AloneInACrowdedRoom1006
Ahh thank you so much💚🌟
Yes i'm doing well.. I hope you get to a better place soon..🌲
@AloneInACrowdedRoom1006
I've had that thought myself, with people. I've sometimes had bad experiences with things like other people or the news and sometimes and I part of me every now and then wishes I was just like a monk living in the mountains alone.
I don't know if it's just me but on rethinking that. I think it's very easy to dislike everyone and wish to be alone, but actually being alone is very painful. No matter how alone we wish to be a part of us will always wish for a human connection because that is what we've been raised on and evolved with overtime. I believe the thing we hope for moreso is moving on and getting a fresh start on life.
I am sorry to hear that you aren't being treated fairly by some people in your life. It's hard to find people that will appreciate the effort and choices you make. But I want to say that every part of effort you've put in was for you. You understand yourself best. And hopefully you will be able to find others who will appreciate the effort and choices you made for you and your children.
Take care, and I hope you and your children are doing well.
You're absolutely right. I don't truly want to be alone. However, it is getting exhausting being around people who always try and drain my joy. Perhaps one day, I'll find peace. Until then, I'm just going to do my best for my kids and myself. I hope you are well too. Thank you for your kind words 😌
@AloneInACrowdedRoom1006 hugs you and I feel your difficulties. I don't know what to say but I'll gift you a gif.
Sometimes a GIF is all we need lol Thank you 😌 I hope you are doing well!