Just tired of trying

GONNA BE A LONG ONE

Starting to get back into the slump I tried so damn hard to get out of and idk what the *** to do. Within 2 weeks I lost my Job lost my apartment had to move back home and the a week later had an infection in my eye which is causing me to loose my vision. I now live back home with my mom and my partner came with and it's just so much not knowing what in the would is coming next. Every time I try to plan something with my mom and just explain to her everything in life and how it feels I'm canceled on or just ignored because she is talking or with her new man. It's to the point I have really no one to deal with this with me and it's kind of ***. Been like this before so I'm just faking it till I make it but like honestly it's getting old. NOTE: I did adult things today and signed up for an online counseling season this coming week to maybe see how things will go after this. We shall see!!