Lost.
What can I say, I’ve been dealing with depression & anxiety since I was a youngen.
I just feel so lost in life, I wish I could write it all out right now but no matter what I just feel like I choke when I try, I cry when I have moments to myself, I just let it all build up and I’m feeling like I’m at breaking point,
I feel like after all these years there’s no way out of this pit I’ve been in for so long.
May I asked what you tried? For example cbt, diversion, etc
Lost in the echoes of your fading voice,
Since you left, life offers no rejoice.
Desperately seeking solace, but in vain,
Haunted by memories, in a relentless chain.
Your absence, a dagger, piercing deep,
Heavy is the sorrow, too dark to sleep.
Retreat to shadows, where pain resides,
Fade into darkness, where all hope subsides.
I think of you all of the time
Now that you're gone
I've been doin' all kinds of things
To get you out of my mind
'Cause I noticed you don't like me no more
And it breaks my heart
So I'll just drift away
And disappear for a while. : )