Me and myself

I never been feeling so lonely as I am for last couple of days. I have brother, sister and mom but noone understands me. Mom is in different city living with my stepdad who gave me all the bad things u can get in life. I would love to help everyone but I can't anymore. I feel so powerless about everything. I want to help my mom financially that's why I'm working everyday which brings the problem that I'm not home almost never. And when I am I'm just nervous cause I need to make money which isn't that good even when I work everyday whole month. I'm sooo tired even when I get some sleep I wake up even more tired. I don't know how long imma be able to go like this. There's so much more but I don't even have energy to think of everything that's bothering me.

I'm so close to giving up everything. 😓