Money debt

I feel like I’m entering a depressive phase, or at least something close to it. I’m not crying all the time, but I feel heavy inside. Everything feels harder than it should be. Even basic things like taking care of my face or planning my money feel overwhelming.

I have debt — around 6807 $ — and it’s constantly in the back of my mind. I keep thinking about it, even when I’m trying to rest. It makes me anxious, and sometimes I feel ashamed that I’m in this position, even though I know I’m trying my best.

I can’t pay it all what I do

Because of the stress, I feel like I’m neglecting myself. My skin is getting worse, and instead of feeling motivated to take care of it, I feel frustrated because treatments are expensive and I can’t afford to fix everything at once. That makes me feel stuck — like I’m failing at self-care too.

I feel tired mentally, not just physically. I overthink a lot, and I feel pressure to be strong, to keep going, but inside I feel drained. I don’t feel hopeless exactly, but I feel lost and unsure how to get out of this phase.

What I want is stability — to feel calm again, to feel in control of my life, my money, and my body. I want to take care of myself without feeling guilty or stressed. I think I need help learning how to cope with this pressure instead of carrying it alone.