More depression talk
I really Am so so so so so tired of this pain, I don't even know where I am in my mind I wake up everyday and I sit here, I look out of the window and all that comes in my head is "oh great another day of not wanting to be here" before you read this no I'm not suicidal so don't be taking this post down, I've just been kicked off the sharing circle queue so I'm here talking about how I feel, right so back to my venting, so I also had a offline friend and I vented to her and she basically told me to "put a smile on your face and move on you'll be okay" but when she wanted to vent and anything I was there for her and so I blocked her like 40 minutes ago bcuz I just can't be doing with the head games and I'm already in a dark place and I'm very tired, I went Into depression room and I'm sorry to the people who read what I wrote bcuz it was so upsetting and tearful that I probably caused upset by saying how I feel but I like the depression room they have good people, im greatful for the support and people and friends on here bcuz im just gonna be honest if I didn't have anyone here Idk where I would be but please bare with me bcuz im not in a dark place im in a depth dark place and it's not nice and I want the light and i want happiness but right now I'm unhappy and I am not loved in real life, I want to be loved but nobody care about me, I feel my life ain't worth being loved and cared about, why can't I be happy, I wanna be important to someone and be on that someone specials mind but it ain't happen bcuz I am isolated and before anyone says anything about that then u better listen, I have major bad mental illness and can't go anywhere alone much so keep your opinions to yourself, but just be careful what you say to me bcuz I can snap quickly if I don't understand, oh and I'm stressed more often too so yeah maybe I'll share more 1 day but for now remember I'm in deep deep pain
@CallumKing2000 I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It sounds like you're going through a difficult time, and it's important to reach out for support. While I'm here to listen and offer some comfort, it's essential to speak with a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life who can provide the help you need. They can provide guidance and support tailored to your specific situation. Remember that you don't have to face this alone, and there are people who care about you. Please take care of yourself and try to be gentle with yourself.
@Mya000 thanks
As I said earlier, I will always write back as long as I find your messages. You can't make me feel bad no matter what you say and I will be gentle. How are things today?@CallumKing2000
@bestVase7265 I wouldn't treat anyone badly or different. I would rather treat people how they treat me, I am not sure what u meant by that, I hope others know im kind to people here anyway
You said that you were sorry that you might have upset people in the depression room. What I meant by that was don't be afraid to let it all out with me. Get as angry as you need to. The more that you get it out of your head the better.
You deserve to find a better spot so that you can begin to heal. I am hear to offer a listening ear that will never judge you for anything.
I already think you are a great person.@CallumKing2000
@bestVase7265 okay but getting angry never really solves things with me but I do believe just talking about it is more better, I mean getting angry about things can't really do anything but make the blood pressure higher. But I do understand what u mean
Sending peace. I will be thinking about you often and sending better vibes your way. @CallumKing2000
I give up
@CallumKing2000 Hello, do you want to discuss this privately?
I don't know I need to eat bcuz I haven't eaten properly so I'll order something and if I need to talk I'll just message thanks
I am so hoping that your day got a little better. Feel free to share anything that you want here. @CallumKing2000
