My life story
Hello everyone from the 7 cups community. This is my life story. My parents fight constantly and I'm always caught in the middle. After my sister was born, I didn't matter anymore and everything I did was wrong. At the age of 12 I had my first toxic relationship that I was afraid to get out of. Then I experienced the first s.exual a.ggression from him. After I got rid of him, I tried to heal myself by having another relationship and that's how I ended up jumping from one relationship to another. I started having panic attacks daily. To stay up late at night crying smoking and h.urting myself. Until I met him. The one that made me feel better for a few moments. To stop thinking about how much I hate myself and how much I hate my body. Then I met his mother, who couldn't stand me. Who tried to separate us by any method, to steal my things, to follow me, to threaten me, to come to my parents and tell them that I am a w.hore and ask them for money. And that night in the winter she tried to s.trangle me by the neck with a chain and then told my boyfriend the most painful thing I've ever heard, how can you stay with such a beach who goes to a psychologist for nothing, look how she's shaking, she's crazy,,. I'm so exhausted from life, I wish everything would be fine...
@gabrie7849
And he still picked you. And every day that you are in his life even a little bit, that means he is standing up to his mother, he is displeasing her very much, so he must really have love for you inside.
If he can stand up to her when he sees her very often, and would rather have problems with his mother than lose you, there is a strong bond there.
I hope you two fight through the pain of a meddling and mean mother. If she loved her son, she would want him to be happy, and you make him happy.
He is stuck with his mother, but he chooses you. Choose is the best kind of love.
@gabrie7849 I agree with most of what Redwell said. Things will get better. Just don't give up. I know they'll get better. Hold on.
