My sad Story

I've been in a 5years relationship that ended last year in April my ex boyfriend impregnated another girl while we were in our marriage preparation, then he disappeared 😞 He came back to tell me that he's a dad now 😭. And that breakup happened after 10months of losing my Job.

Then after like 3months my best friend also decided to block me , she said I have to heal quick she can't be friends with a person who is not healing it is drowning her.

I've been meeting people telling them my story thinking it's okay what they did they made it as joking story to talk to everywhere.

Boys who approached me and I thought it is for love but they always wanted to use me for what they want 😭😭😭

I am very messed up 😭