Need encouragement

@Vector5

I have no idea what you've been through other than your brief words sound like something I would have said when I had been been nearly destroyed all of a sudden by people I loved for years. Crushed in a way that made it hard to even function much less think about trust people. Talking about it was impossibly hard. Just abandoned, throw away. 

10 years later I still don't know why. The fact that my life is much better now without them doesn't take away the pain, ever, even though I pretend it doesn't hurt. In fact, I've met a few terrible people in my life, somehow their actions cut and resound so much deeper than .... than the good people, the real people, hidden in plain sight. 

You were hurt so deeply because you ARE NOT LIKE THEM. Your heart and mind just like mine are torn up and confused because we would never hurt someone like that, so it's like gravity going backwards or waking up on another planet. It will never make sense.

You matter alot to me. I encouraged you just as someone encouraged me, grabbed your hand and I'm pulling like *** to get you out of that ditch. Don't lose sight of who you are. Be extra, extra good to anyone who has never betrayed you, even if you don't know them very well yet. And ignore everyone who has betrayed you, that includes refusing to waste time thinking about why they did it. 

Make a list even if it's only me RedWell and think hard about who else might be on that list. Someone pulled me out and told me that the best people will always find each other because we stand out, now I'm grasping your hand firmly but with alot of care, and I'm telling you Vector, the best people will always find each other because we stand out.