Negative thinking

@ntuecke It's very understandable to feel unmotivated when you backslide dear. There will be always some fails in the way of success and that's part of it. Just because you backslide that's not a reason to stop trying. If you keep consistent and truly believe it, every day will seem easier and easier. There is always hope. Don't give up! We are here for you!

You know how many times I've backslided? 1,836,387 times! Jk. I don't know how many, but it's alot. The point is that we're intelligent humans so we keep trying until we get it right. You'll have moments where you get it right. Hang in there and just keep on keeping on, as the truckers say.

If you look closely it is always two steps forward and then just one step back. Your depression is telling you nothing is changing. It is lying to you. You are learning more each day that you try. That new knowledge matters as you try to get over the next hurdle. @ntuecke