Post grad depression

Ive been feeling the most depressed i’ve ever felt after graduating college. I feel like i’ve been stuck in the motions of assignments, work, finding a job and apartment after college and now that it’s all over, i’m completely drained. I worked hard but it’s hard to feel proud of myself because I always feel things can be better. Not to mention I’m having a chronic pest problem in the apartment i just moved into. I’ve been taking myself outside, trying to be patient and feel my emotions but it’s gotten to the point of uncontrollable crying at any point and time. I just feel so lifeless. I know it will get better once my new job starts and i have some more direction, but this limbo period of depression feels like i’m drowning.