Rant

I’m just so tired! I feel like no matter what I do it’s never enough. I never seem to make enough money, I never seem to have enough hours to work, I’m never home enough, I’m never at work enough. My ex is now even further behind in child support, and has ZERO consequences for it. And it’s frustrating. He ended up moving closer and really has no business being near where I live, yet always seems to be around some where. It’s causing daily anxiety and stress. My attorney doesn’t listen (and here they’re all the same), it’s just not fair. I struggle to pay for everything and yet he gets away with everything and no struggle. Ever. He’s never had to deal with consequences- someone always just lets him off the hook. Honestly it’s infuriating. He lies, he cheats, he’s been emotionally and financially abusive our entire relationship and never a consequence. I can’t handle it anymore. I can’t handle the anxiety. I moved to be closer for help with my family, and that just gets thrown back in my face daily, and I’m stuck here. I can’t afford to move, can’t move with the courts anyways and that’s frustrating. It’s been a long day, and yet they just seem to get longer and longer. Im just so tired and emotionally burnt out.