Return from my break

Hi all. I visited this site since long ago. I needed emotional support for long time for different issues. I can't afford a therapyst so chating here with listeners it helped me a lot. I was disconnected from this site for months, I was deeply sad and emotionally down. Now I return and I would chat again with the listeners whom helped me a lot during few years. My chat was erased and I don't have the conversations, and either save the listeners names. I think write here could help to find them.