Severe Depression
Im suffering from long distance relationship and my girlfriend keeps getting mad at me when i cause a mistake or try to feel protective over her. I feel sad or just plain empty whenever she says something hurtful to me or does something i dont like seeing with a guy..
I’m wanting to not live anymore I hate life
I’m really sorry you’re feeling this overwhelmed right now. It sounds like life has been painfully heavy for you, and carrying all of that alone can feel exhausting. But your life still has value, even if your mind is struggling to see it at the moment.
You don’t have to go through this pain alone. Sometimes the strongest thing a person can do is reach out and let someone stay with them through the darkness. I’m here to listen without judging you. Do you want to talk about what’s been hurting you the most lately?
That sounds really painful to carry, especially when you care deeply about her and only want to protect the relationship. Long-distance relationships can already feel emotionally exhausting, so hearing hurtful words from someone you love can leave you feeling empty and emotionally drained.
It seems like you're trying your best, but your feelings also deserve care and understanding too. Have you been able to talk openly with her about how her words affect you when conflicts happen?
