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Me siento un poco incompetente. La verdad no creo ser alguien realmente útil o bueno, vivo en un contexto donde las amistades suelen ser un poco conflictivas pero a veces siento que es un poco mi culpa, fuí responsable de mucho dolor también, me genera algo de culpa y ahora me siento algo incompetente, un tonto, como si no me respetaran, y duele un poco, especialmente con mi mejor amigo, es literalmente la persona en quien más confío, pero siento que me miente, o finje, o que me aparta un poco, aunque en el fondo creo que son inventos mios. La verdad cuando digo que es en el que más confío no significa que lo haga realmente, solo sabe un par de cosas y ya, pero siento que me odia, o no le importo, y duele, bastante. No sé, a veces me siento ridículo, quisas intento encajar, aunque realmente no me gusta eso, creo que solo quiero no sentirme tan juzgado, quisas tener un amigo en quien realmente pueda confiar, alguien, o simplemente no sentirme tan inútil. Gracias al que haya leído.
I feel a little incompetent. The truth is that I don't think I'm someone really useful or good, I live in a context where friendships are usually a little conflictive but sometimes I feel that it's a bit my fault, I was responsible for a lot of pain too, it generates some guilt and now I feel somewhat incompetent, a fool, as if they don't respect me, And it hurts a little, especially with my best friend, he's literally the person I trust the most, but I feel like he's lying to me, or pretending, or pushing me away a little, even though deep down I think they're my inventions. The truth when I say that he is the one I trust the most does not mean that he really does it, he only knows a couple of things and that's it, but I feel that he hates me, or he does not care, and it hurts, a lot. I don't know, sometimes I feel ridiculous, you want to fit in, even though I don't really like that, I think I just want to not feel so judged, you want to have a friend that I can really trust, someone, or just not feel so worthless. Thank you to the one who has read.
@creativeBlueberry2270
You are not worthless
Or stupid.
It can be hard to navigate difficult feelings in friendships.
And it's natural to want to fit in.
But your feelings matter.
You matter and if you cannot communicate honestly and aren't treated respectfully, you deserve more 💛
