Stress, anger and depression
I'm not sure where to start with my story I *** up my life 4 years ago I went into hiding and doing ok until now about 4 weeks ago a 17 year old girl was having issues with herself so I started speaking to her in private I told her I liked her even though I'm 27 there was no sexual activity or anything like that there was just talking between us but I never told people about the conversation between us now All my friends hate me and want me Dead I hate myself I think about Self harm and I'm not sure what to do am I the *** or what.
Sending strength and peace. What kinds of things can you imagine doing to try to make the situation better right now? @goodAcres411
@goodAcres411
Some times people make mistakes-some small and some big. It is true that saying that you liked a 17 year old even though your 27 even if it's not in that type of way, but have you tried explaining to them that their comments hurt so badly in a different way and that what you said to her wasnt as innopropriate as anyone thinks? For me personally it's hard to communicate verbally because I can't explain everything by verbal word with autism, but recently I decided to make a sideshow/video about how I felt exactly after something happened to me and being scared of losing my support because of it. They told me then that they understood me alot better because I was able to express more by just talking and now are able to help me better in order for me to recover.
Even though this seems bad now, you can't just give up on yourself for that mistake. Remember, everyone makes mistakes, but for those who learn from it can help them think more. Please don't hurt yourself.
