The death of my soul

I feel lost and alone — fear, isolation, pressure, and time passing so quickly. I don’t know what to do. Sometimes we find ourselves in a situation we never chose, paying the price for other people’s mistakes, and that’s truly unfortunate. It fills us with emotions… deep and heavy ones.

I spent my whole life as a dreamy, ambitious girl who loved studying, and now I find myself facing a kind of paralysis — unable to move forward because of the way my family treated me.

I have suffered since childhood, and today I am alone because of all these accumulated wounds. I am scared…

Sometimes, it’s better that some people are not parents, because building yourself from zero is not easy.

As for my mother, she is controlling, harsh, and terrifying. She took everything from me — my freedom, my passion. And when I refused that and expressed my stance, she took away all my rights, leaving me powerless in front of my studies. I spent my whole life being among the top students, and now there is only one month left before the exams, and I haven’t started anything…THE DEATH