Thing's I wish I could tell my parents.

i'm a teenager. i'm emotional and complicated. i'm on my phone most of the time. i have private things on my phone. and i'm going to hide things from them. but they have to understand that i'm tired too. They have to understand that i want to live my life like a teenager. They have to understand that my life isn't so easy. They have to understand that i don't want them to know every thing about my life. that i don't want them to get mad at me without any *** reason or when i don't want to do something. i'm tired too. i have tests to study for and i can't do that with them hovering over me all the time. i'm sorry for them that i'm not involved in sports like my younger brother. but it's not something that i like. i try my hardest to make them happy but it seems like they never are satisfied with me. i try to keep my grades up and I did too but still they're not satisfied, i try to make them happy, i turn all my bad habits to good one, i try to be a perfect daughter. but now i know that i can't make them happy, Never. i can try my hardest but they won't be happy they will be happy when there son makes them happy and I wish they have only him in there life so they don't have to face disappointment and They can be always happy. They're not going to be the parent's I deserve the parents who can truly love me . and that's fine, that's totally ok.