Tired.
I hate all of this so much. I am always so tired. Yet i can't bring myself to go to sleep earlier. Right now as i write this it's 2:26am. I hate more than anything else waking up late like a loser at mid day because i go to sleep so late. And i hate being tired as a zombie during the day. At the same time when night comes i can't bring myself to sleep at a decent time. As i write this i already wanna break f-ing everything because i know that tomorrow i will be a dang zombie. but i can't. I CAN'T GO TO SLEEP EARLY. it just gives me so much anxiety. I hate the idea of sleeping early. This keeps going on and on. And this is just one of the many reasons why my life is terrible. I can't do this anymore i wanna get better on some things. I wanna be (physically) the best of myself. I hate my body and i just keep self destroying. Sorry for the rant, but i have no one to talk with about myself. I don't want my friends to know how i feel for any reason in this world. I just keep listening to music right now, which saddens me even more, more and more. One day i will snap.
@Idontbelongtothisplanet gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ getting a sleeping schedule to change drastically, is gonna be very hard.especially if it's for a mental health reason (anxiety) 😥 have you tried sleeping meds?? Is there a particular reason you don't like your sleeping schedule? Or is it because you think your missing out on the day?
@Tinywhisper11 i don't wanna ever take any meds again to sleep. Just the thought makes me throw up after past experiences. And i hate my sleeping schedule because i am always tired and weak...
@Idontbelongtothisplanet awww honey I'm sorry 🙁 I'm not sure what to say to help you, sorry. But what I can do is wrap you up in a cosy blanket and hug you tightly ❤❤ if there's anything I can do to help, just let me know ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 don't worry, you make me smile already with those comments, i think you do not realize how adorable you sound.
@Idontbelongtothisplanet awww your very sweet ❤🙂❤ hugs you tightly, don't be afraid to reach out of there's anything you need ❤
Hi belong,
Sorry to hear about your struggles. I have been through this phase when I would sleep super late and wake up super late too. Even now when I am on super strong medicine, I can't get to sleep for like 2 hours in bed and wake up late too, partially because of the med side effects.
I think that you have identified the issue that is happening, this will lead to you thinking more about it, and I think a solution might pop in your head. If we are honest with ourselves, which it seems that you are being, then the mind can look clearly and suggest something that can be tried. If the 1st solution doesn't work then we can try the next one!
Hope this wasn't random rambling!
Good luck on your sleep journey!!
@Punna23 thanks for your comment and support 💖
