Tired

Hi just made this account..

I've been struggling with dysthymia and I feel I can't function properly.

Can't perform at work, college, life. I am really ashamed of my feelings recently. It's like I am constantly asking for my partner's attention, however, I can't be truly honest and open with they. I don't want to worry them with my burden.

Lately I've been feeling lonely, lazy, tired n hopeless... I need to disguise myself as someone who's bright, open, talkative and happy all day long. I am scared and just want to be alone in my home and I think they are not so sure about being depressed. I just want to vent freely without being cautious and measuring words.

Care to chat?

Tysm...