To take the edge off some
The way my life has been going mainly I’ve been torn down by people. I’ve gotten so close to. I feel like it is my life even worth anything to anyone. I’ve been even taking weed at work. It takes some of the edge off, but it makes me think even deeper about things sometimes.
@toughDime9182 I’m really sorry you’ve been going through that. Being torn down by people you were close to can seriously mess with how you see yourself and make everything feel pointless, but the way people have treated you doesn’t define your worth. You do matter, even if it hasn’t felt like it lately or people haven’t shown you that in the way you deserve. I’m really glad you said something instead of keeping it all inside. About the weed I get that you’re trying to take the edge off and cope, but it also sounds like it’s making your thoughts heavier sometimes, and you shouldn’t have to rely on something like that just to get through the day. You deserve real support, not just something that numbs it for a bit. I’m here for you, and I’m not judging you for any of this. But I really hope you don’t carry all of this alone, because what you’re feeling is a lot to deal with by yourself. If things ever feel too overwhelming, it might really help to talk to someone you trust or someone who can actually support you in real life too you don’t have to handle it all on your own. 🫂 (If allowed)
