Treading water
I’m spiraling, everything is coming at me all at once. I’m circling the drain. I’ve got no fight at the moment. I’m on autopilot, which seems like the better part of a year. I’ve experienced loss…like a lot, almost seems like a cruel cosmic joke, the amount. Personal setbacks, relationship issues, finances. It’s all stacking. I’m going through things you can’t even find on Reddit. I can’t seem to unf**k myself. I’m riding this wave until I level out, but the overwhelm of it all is really working through me today. I’m edging into that eerie calm space, my brain’s gift, letting me float away from the harsh reality, to keep myself from falling to pieces. That f**k it space. Just having a bad one. Thanks for reading.
@ImYrHklbry
You're doing amazing, when it comes to loss the only thing you can do is mourn and remeber the good times. Im sorry youre going through so many hard things at once, it seems unfair the world is working against you - you deserve a break. I totally understand that feeling of just floating when the world seems to be closing in, that feeling of it all being a mess and you want to fix it but arent sure where to start. You will get through this, youre a strong and capable person i know it all seems bad now but hopefully its only up from here. Youre not alone :)
