Trigger warning// for everything
I feel... Sometimes I feel:
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Tired. Alone. Drained. Scared. Awful. Sleepy. Failure. Idiot. Nagging. Childish. Un greatful... ... distracted... On the wrong path
Like im:
Unworthy of my friends which are all on cups
Unworthy of my family
Unworthy of our home
Unworthy of money
Unworthy of education
Unworthy of my body
Unworthy of my gender
Unworthy of venting
Unworthy of having a listener.
I know I regret posting this forum...
I'm so stupid.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry my listeners & friends...
I'm... Sorry
I shouldn't written this.
@NobleSeeker
I am really don't know what to type..but ....I can feel your pain and understand how exhausting this is. Every single feeling you're experiencing doesn't diminish your worth at all it makes you a real human being who deserves all the goodness in this world. You are not worthless and you are not wrong for expressing what's inside you this is a sign of your strength and courage for sharing your pain with us. So please don't apologize for any word you wrote or any feeling you had you deserve all the support and every listening ear. There's nothing wrong with feeling this way and I'm praying with all my heart that God relieves you of all this burden and gives you peace and tranquility. You deserve love and respect and you deserve every happy moment that comes your way and there's no need to blame yourself. You are not alone on this difficult path always remember that you deserve all the love and happiness no matter what state you're in