What’s wrong with me?

Since I got accepted into university I feel so dump and stupid. I thought it’s not gonna be that hard even when people told me it’s gonna be hard. I thought I wanted this profession, but idk anymore. I wanna drop out but I also don’t want to bc this is the only thing I’m good at. I have no purpose in life and I don’t even think I’m gonna work after graduating. I think life sucks and I live in a country where people just hate each other. Everyone in the uni triggers me and i can’t even pay attention to the classes bc of it. I can’t socialize with anyone bc i have no social skills. I was bullied in school and became quiet. I’m so sensitive and some professors are kinda mean to me and it makes me not wanna attend her classes but I kinda don’t have any choice. Sometimes I just wanna cry at uni, but I help it. Im scared of getting kicked out bc my parents will get mad at me and will be disappointed and they’ll never understand me. I don’t wanna do anything in this life. I don’t even wanna get out of the house. I really wanna escape somewhere but idk where.