Why?
Why do people expect so much from me? Why can't I just sleep all day without worrying about my responsibilities? Why do people hold me so high but when I slip just a little, I'm a disappointment? Why can't I just be happy? Why do I have to explain myself when people don't really care? Why should I say something when I know I won't get any actual help? Why do I keep trying? Just....why?
You're not a Disappointment. Focus on yourself, you live for yourself, not for others. Keep track of what you do, don't lose yourself, because of things what others say. You're enough and you don't need to explain yourself to anyone. I'm sure there are people in your life who care, love you and are willing to help.
It sounds like things are really hard right now. Who do you see as the most supportive person in your life right now?@KnowNoLove