Work
There is something about being at work that makes me more depressed. Weird.
@Tripleplay
what kind of work do you do, if you're comfortable sharing?
@Tripleplay
Hi there, although your post is brief. I see that this is something bothering you. Would you be open to sharing some more information so that we may tackle this together.
@Salaamah786
Hey,
it’s just that work has been slow and I can honestly do the work from my home. So driving far out to a job that I can technically do remotely and to an office where work is slow most days can get annoying.
I drive there most days to sit and do nothing. Having depression doesn’t help. It’s almost like torture. It’s also cold. And I already don’t want to get out of bed most days so I’m always very late.
I'm so sorry to hear this, depression can make everything much harder. Please feel free to send me a message :)
Ive been job hunting for years, this is unreal
@Tripleplay
Sorry to hear.
(also are you mad at me i feel ignored lately)
Sorry if your not and yea idk
~love,Lex
@Maeeeeebae999
I ment mae but its wtv my brain is so *** rn
@Maeeeeebae999
Hey, Mae! 😊 Of course I am not mad at you. I don’t think anyone on here would have reason to be mad at you if all people. 😂 You’re one of the sweetest people on here and I am always encouraged by your words. I am sorry if I made you feel ignored. I am not the most sociable person and have many things going on currently. I hope you have been doing okay. Did your exams go well?
@Tripleplay
social person* Sorry, my brain is also not working.
@Tripleplay
Hey, Mae! 😊 Of course I am not mad at you. I don’t think anyone on here would have reason to be mad at you if all people. 😂 You’re one of the sweetest people on here and I am always encouraged by your words. I am sorry if I made you feel ignored. I am not the most sociable person and have many things going on currently. I hope you have been doing okay. Did your exams go well?
Okay Glad to hear your not mad, Im an overthinker about everything lol so I was overthinking it Im sorry. I hope everything is going amazing for you as you deserve cuz your one of the most amazing persons I have met here on cups you always bring a smile to my face and i really appreciate you for that. Also How did your 1 on 1 go?
@Maeeeeebae999
I ment to delete your reply 😑 Sorry lol
@Tripleplay
How are you?
@Maeeeeebae999
Oh boy. I didn’t see any of your responses from Sunday. It did not show in my notifications which is weird. I’m sorry about that.
I really appreciate your kind words. I don’t think of myself in that way. You just have beautiful eyes and see the good in people. You’re way more amazing than myself and are very supportive on here and genuine. Which I admire.
My one-on-one was cancelled. After that, my boss went on vacation and just returned yesterday. So, he is getting caught up on things and haven’t set a new day and time yet for our one-on-ones. Which I’m not complaining.
I am currently sick and trying to rest, so that I can return to my responsibilities on tomorrow. I’m working from home and making myself available online if needed. Only because it’s Hump Day Wednesday and is usually the day we get more work in than usual.
How are you and things with school?
@Tripleplay
Lol, Notfications seems to be acting funny for you lol
I fr do appreciate you too, In my eyes you are amazing! 💫💞
I try my best to see the good in everyone, Becuase who am I to judge people off of things? 🥸And everyone is amazing so yeah.
You seem to be getting time to more prepare for your 1 on 1 which is good (I hope)
I'm sorry to hear you sick : ( Thats no fun, I hope you are better soon! It's good you are still pushing yourself to do your work! Im super proud of you for that. 💞
Schools being school lol My grades are still horrible and I'm stressing over my exams. Which makes me insurcure lol. So my bullys don't help anything because I was alr feeling ugly today when they started talking crap about me. But hey I guess they are just going through some problems at home, which makes me sad for them and hope that they can get the proper love they deserve. ☹️
And Well I know you int ask but things at home are crazy I'm being yelled at 24/7. I cant even do my homework without being yelled at. But I'll be fine, As long as I keep my head up! ✨
@Maeeeeebae999
It is incredibly difficult to make good grades when you are battling mental health and troubles at home. You don’t have to feel insecure because of your grades. You are very smart and even the smartest people get bad grades. It’s not something that determines how smart you are. Making good grades also requires motivation to get things done in a timely manner, which can be hard when you’re down.
I am proud of how mature you are for your age. Definitely those bullies have some problems and insecurities of their own. They just choose to cope in the wrong way. I am glad you don’t let it get to you. It’s one thing I don’t miss about being in school, but it is apart of life because such people unfortunately do exist. Even they realize how stupid it is once they are older and become adults.
You are far from ugly, and I’m sure I’m not the only person to tell you that. I think we all feel that way about ourselves sometimes though. You are very beautiful inside and out.
The yelling at home can be stressful. Sometime you just have to find a way to escape or cope. There is no real peace of mind until you’re older and in your own place.
@Tripleplay
Yes it does, I wish nobody had to struggle with mental issues and just be happy (I mean and feel other things just not depression, or anxiety) I wish I could take away everyone's mental problems. I agree even the smartest get bad grades but I don't know if I'm too smart.
I guess I kinda had to mature or I wouldn't be here right now. Bullies are good people underneath the mean act they try to play for others.
And thank you sm! Your great fr. I hope you feel better tho!
@Maeeeeebae999
I am feeling a lot better, actually. Just still have a bad cough and super depressed.
I wish I could isolate myself forever.
@Tripleplay
Aw no : ( *Sending love*
I hope depression takes its big paws off of you! You don't deserve it!! But I understand that feeling.
@Tripleplay
Work can really be depressing sometimes. I like my work but there are days when it feels so depressing well to pinpoint the cause it's the people I work with. The boss I need to follow even though I am hating her rules.
@Jewelmoon17
I am sorry to hear that. I definitely know how that can be. Been there before. My co-workers at my current job are okay. My boss is psychotic though, but I just find it hilarious. I’m not completely mentally present to be offended by his personality, so it doesn’t really bother me. It’s the boredom that makes me depressed.
It's not weird at all. I know my job depresses the crap out of me. It's led me to be extra isolated and I'm not happy at all with it. It doesn't pay me enough to live either. I'm trying to find a new job but it's difficult to stay motivated. I'm also studying for a different job. It's tough but I need to keep moving forward.
@Tripleplay What's so weird about that? Most people don't like their jobs; it is rare to meet someone who is truly satisfied with his/her line of work. If you can, try to relegate it to necessary activity & nothing more. A job is just that: a job. It doesn't have to be a source of meaning or purpose in life, or anything more important than a way to pay your bills. Go on autopilot when you are there. When you're not, then be your true self & do what you really want.