i dont know what im feeling
i just feel so hopeless as if things will never get better , everyone around me seems to be so normal while im stuck in my thoughts. Its like theyre eating me alive and no matter what i do i cant escape it, it always hits me as soon as im not heavily distracted. Then once it hits me , everything falls apart. I struggle with eating, sleeping, and socializing because im so in my head all the time. I try not to be but its like it’s inevitable. Ive been feeling like this all my life and i just feel like im never gonna be able to be happy or normal again. It just feels like im just here with no purpose, sometimes i wish i just wasnt here at all but i still love living and seeing the beauty of life. I just wish i could be normal and happy enough to enjoy it for once in my life.
@hanaalia sits beside you and wraps you in a warm blanket,and hugs you tightly ❤ I'm so sorry sweetie 🙁 those people who seem normal, are more than likely struggling just as much as anyone else, just wearing their masks ❤ are you on medication? Or therapy? What helps me the most is trying to stick to a routine, especially in the evenings when my thoughts get the worst. Also being creative as a distraction, and a way of expressing myself, like drawing or poetry. I'm sorry I haven't been much help here. But I really pray things will get better for you ❤❤