i need help
i don’t know what to do with myself anymore. my past is so bad, my parents weren’t good people back then. i’ve changed so much but ever since i lost my bsf to suicide. nothings gotten better. i’ve suffered ever since, ive cried, im lost, depressed, lonely, and desperate for help. i feel so weird for doing all of this. i used to get bullied for my appearance and the way i looked and ever since i did i don’t even like myself anymore. i just am so insecure now. i’m super deep in depression. i just want some help. i just want people to love me and not betray me. i’m really trying and people don’t ever see it. i am completely lost and alone. i feel like there’s no way out of it.
@easySpring4044 im so sorry you didnt desver any of this! your life ammtters and so do you! i maycnot lnow how to help but i do know u were born for a goddam good reson and you will heal even if it feels and takes 5month or 5years ! im so proud of you
@easySpring4044
First of all you should defenetly decide wether you leave him or not. If a deciesion is made, do the next step.
@RedOceanSun
* definitely
@RedOceanSun
I have missed the threads, sorry.
Idk if it’s gonna help but you’re not alone, I feel the same, I hate myself so much, I push all the people away and I don’t see any reason to live anymore. Well I believe that we have a way out in the future but yea I’m really having a hard time now.
